I can relate to not wanting surgery. I'm getting labs and a CT scan today because scar tissue from a surgery a decade again seems to be growing back, starting to obstruct urine getting from the kidney to its desired destination.
I'm getting more uncomfortable in general plus having episodes of plain ol' pain, and I won't have any choice but to have it fixed. There is a part of me that wants to stomp my feet and say "I don't have time for this!" But, the Bible says: And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose
. Perhaps the good in this will be to force my kiddos to learn some more responsibility about the house if I can't do things for awhile.
My daughter is truly a source of stress and concern. She is just amazing at avoiding work, doing a horrid job, making a job taking F O R E V E R to do, etc. I've given her extra work as punishments, removed everything from her room except a bed and some clothes, etc. You name it, doesn't seem to matter. That, along with tween attitude, and let's just say she is enough to drive me to my knees.
Well, moving on, my weight loss has been at a stand still for a couple of days - that time of the month I think (I had a hystectomy years ago, but every month I get a little bloated, weight loss stops, I get moodier, etc) plus getting in a mood about the heath issue and munching on nachos.
Yeah, not my best move, not sure what got into me. Could have been the three hour wait at the doctor's. Not an exaggeration, I was there that long before I saw the doctor. OY!
Don't get me wrong, I have SO much to be thankful for, and I truly am! I could list a ton of things, way more than I have to pout about, I just needed to vent briefly. Anyone know the feeling?