by lfwfv » Wed Dec 16, 2009 6:25 pm
Amazing how many of us on here have had disordered eating at some point. I honestly think a lot of people are 'compulsive eaters' in one way or another. Compulsive eating is eating for reasons other than physiological hunger. Eating to sooth emotions, for energy, for excitement, out of rebellion, out of fear, out of feelings of deprivation, because we're happy, or empty, or....
I think this diet can actually be a key factor in helping to stabilize someone with eating disorder tendencies...the foods are not chemically addicting (especially on MWL), they are nutrient-dense and satisfy true hunger, they don't give us the same drug-like high that processed/fake foods give us. I find I am usually in good control around food when I eat MWL. Even if i do overeat, or even binge, I have committed to sticking to MWL foods, so at least i don't do much damage...no sugar hangover, fat indigestion, malnourishment from not getting any nutrients etc.. I overeat on apples/bananas/grains/potatoes occasionally, but it's just not as destructive as bingeing on PopTarts.
Anyway, my disordered eating can manifest itself as both starving and stuffing depending on the day/time/issue etc.. I can relate to feelings of being out-of-control at times, and I would invite you PM me if you ever have a bad day and just need to 'talk' to someone who understands some of what you are experiencing. Food addictions, eating disorders etc....they're all the same in my mind. We are using food and food issues to deal with non-food issues.
A few quick things I've found helpful...Geneen Roth's work helped me find true hunger/fullness, journalling honestly every morning helps me not to stuff my feelings, exercise evens my mood and calms my crazies, eating MWL foods helps me to feel in control around food more often than not and satisfies my urge to eat large volumes of food sometimes, ridding my house of any foods that i routinely binge on (including foods that are technically 'legal' but are triggers for me).
Good luck!
lfwfv